Monday, August 29, 2005
OK. the emath test was a disaster. But who cares? I got a 70 for average! Hooray!
What was i going to blog about. Oh yea. Hypocrisy. Tell me truthfully. Who can be totally honest to a person you don't like? For example, just show her you hate her without pretending.
No one does.
Only Jesus [probably because he doesn't hate anybody. Yes. Love everybody!]
Everyone is a hypocrite. *nods*
End of topic.
Weitheng FINALLY, i repeat, FINALLY lent me the Naruto CD. -.-
I went out with GaoYan, Xin, Chu and Drey today. Went to buy presents. Talked about stuff, i can't remember what it was.
I forgot to bring my handphone to school, left it in my dad's car. And my mum went to read my sms-es!
INVASION oF MY PRIVACY!
SHE ASKED ME WHAT I AM OBSESSED WITH!
I am DEAD.
haha. i didn't answer her :/
but i am dead pissed with her now. Now i know how yiting feels :/
It doesn't feel good.
Oh, and she scolded me for coming home late.
Why am I so Kay poh to buy presents? RIGHTT. surely she nv buy presents before for ANYBODY.
Nice mother.
What was i going to blog about. Oh yea. Hypocrisy. Tell me truthfully. Who can be totally honest to a person you don't like? For example, just show her you hate her without pretending.
No one does.
Only Jesus [probably because he doesn't hate anybody. Yes. Love everybody!]
Everyone is a hypocrite. *nods*
End of topic.
Weitheng FINALLY, i repeat, FINALLY lent me the Naruto CD. -.-
I went out with GaoYan, Xin, Chu and Drey today. Went to buy presents. Talked about stuff, i can't remember what it was.
I forgot to bring my handphone to school, left it in my dad's car. And my mum went to read my sms-es!
INVASION oF MY PRIVACY!
SHE ASKED ME WHAT I AM OBSESSED WITH!
I am DEAD.
haha. i didn't answer her :/
but i am dead pissed with her now. Now i know how yiting feels :/
It doesn't feel good.
Oh, and she scolded me for coming home late.
Why am I so Kay poh to buy presents? RIGHTT. surely she nv buy presents before for ANYBODY.
Nice mother.
the attention seeker
4:08 AM
4:08 AM
Friday, August 26, 2005
Look. The loser is back to blog. 2nd time of the day.
Why am i so competitive? I asked myself. and i think i got the correct answer. [i guess]
Let's start by letting me ask you. What is nice about Audrey?
Hmm. She is pretty and cute. Attracts people to her.
Hmmm. and next. What do i envy most about Chu?
She can get along with everybody. And i think she has self-confidence.
And lastly, What do you think about me?
I asked Chu what she will want if she can choose one of my "qualities" to be hers.
She thought for quite a long time, then said "Your results."
I mean. It's kind of true. Since i have nothing else. Nothing. Even my results are not even THAT good.
So, that's why I am so competitive in the academin field.
Because I lost all the others.
I can't be the prettiest or the most likable.
I MUST have the best academic results.
I want to be acknowledged for something only i have and everybody agrees one.
In short- I want ATTENTION.
I am not afraid to say or hide.
Altho i know what i am asking for is a bit too much.
Nevermind. Just pretend i didn't say anything
Why am i so competitive? I asked myself. and i think i got the correct answer. [i guess]
Let's start by letting me ask you. What is nice about Audrey?
Hmm. She is pretty and cute. Attracts people to her.
Hmmm. and next. What do i envy most about Chu?
She can get along with everybody. And i think she has self-confidence.
And lastly, What do you think about me?
I asked Chu what she will want if she can choose one of my "qualities" to be hers.
She thought for quite a long time, then said "Your results."
I mean. It's kind of true. Since i have nothing else. Nothing. Even my results are not even THAT good.
So, that's why I am so competitive in the academin field.
Because I lost all the others.
I can't be the prettiest or the most likable.
I MUST have the best academic results.
I want to be acknowledged for something only i have and everybody agrees one.
In short- I want ATTENTION.
I am not afraid to say or hide.
Altho i know what i am asking for is a bit too much.
Nevermind. Just pretend i didn't say anything
the attention seeker
6:48 AM
6:48 AM
Tell me about it. Why do i get a really nice F9 for emath and an A for Amath.
My hopes for an average of 70 and above are totally dashed.
Yea. i mean really DASHED. No more turning back, like what i can do for chem.
It will be stated in my Term 3 result slip forever. The only person in class [i think so] who failed emaths.
Oh man. i simply refuse to lose. as in to myself. I always look forward to tests. They are, well, nice challenges. Simply because my life is so damn boring.
WHY IS IT SO THAT MY LIFE IS SO BORING?
On another hand, boring may not be bad. hahar.
except for the emath test, i have been doing quite well for my other tests.
Three Cheers for me.
Oh well... i should stop here.
OK. people TAG MY BLOG.
My hopes for an average of 70 and above are totally dashed.
Yea. i mean really DASHED. No more turning back, like what i can do for chem.
It will be stated in my Term 3 result slip forever. The only person in class [i think so] who failed emaths.
Oh man. i simply refuse to lose. as in to myself. I always look forward to tests. They are, well, nice challenges. Simply because my life is so damn boring.
WHY IS IT SO THAT MY LIFE IS SO BORING?
On another hand, boring may not be bad. hahar.
except for the emath test, i have been doing quite well for my other tests.
Three Cheers for me.
Oh well... i should stop here.
OK. people TAG MY BLOG.
the attention seeker
5:16 AM
5:16 AM
Saturday, August 20, 2005
Espoir- French word for Hope.
We were selling balloons today for this Espoir project for 2 dollars each @ causeway point. It's at woodlands. And we're supposed at sell notebooks for $5 each. Of course, almost no one bought them. The balloons were slighty more welcomed by people.
I was promoting the balloons to this "couple" and i asked the guy if he wanted to buy the balloon for his girlfriend. He said no and that girl wasn't his girlfriend! wahhhhh i was so malu lorr!
Oh. and we were doing that with the RGS GB... and they told/lied to our Sec 2s saying that they couldn't go home because they didn't sell all the notebooks. what the? That's like plain lying. Daylight robbery? because the girls have to pay for themselves if they can't sell the books.
Ok. Enough of Espoir stuff. Now to a bit of Naruto ranting. Hmphhh... I totally hate Neji. So what if he is cool and powerful and stuff... He shouldn't just talk about Hinata's feelings openly to everybody else. Although i find Naruto's cheering for her somewhat irritating, but it sort of helped her. Hmphh. Hinata lost to Neji in the end. It was sorta expected. But I just hate the way Neji looked down on Hinata. And when Sakura battled with Ino.... i was actually hoping Ino will win, but they got a tie. yuck. i hate ties.
Guess no one can answer the question I posted on my previous post, huh?
I knew it. Oh well, there's no need to answer. It's just a label. Insociable and sociable. To let people organise their world better. My world is neat enough, i guess. Not much emotional stuff. ha! Back to the boring blog huh? I've got nothing for people to gloat about. No sad life. No quarrels. No ups and downs. HA! There IS something for you to gloat about. I DO have a boring life. Start making it interesting now. Guess you'll fail.
hahar.
Nothing seems to make me interested now. The only challenges are those math questions. That's all.
when Satan mocks and friends turm to foes, it feels like everything is out to make me lose control
http://www.priszilla.com/radio.blog/?autoplay=6
This song is Journey by Corrinne May. Yepp. Listen to it... it's really nice, like a lullaby.
We were selling balloons today for this Espoir project for 2 dollars each @ causeway point. It's at woodlands. And we're supposed at sell notebooks for $5 each. Of course, almost no one bought them. The balloons were slighty more welcomed by people.
I was promoting the balloons to this "couple" and i asked the guy if he wanted to buy the balloon for his girlfriend. He said no and that girl wasn't his girlfriend! wahhhhh i was so malu lorr!
Oh. and we were doing that with the RGS GB... and they told/lied to our Sec 2s saying that they couldn't go home because they didn't sell all the notebooks. what the? That's like plain lying. Daylight robbery? because the girls have to pay for themselves if they can't sell the books.
Ok. Enough of Espoir stuff. Now to a bit of Naruto ranting. Hmphhh... I totally hate Neji. So what if he is cool and powerful and stuff... He shouldn't just talk about Hinata's feelings openly to everybody else. Although i find Naruto's cheering for her somewhat irritating, but it sort of helped her. Hmphh. Hinata lost to Neji in the end. It was sorta expected. But I just hate the way Neji looked down on Hinata. And when Sakura battled with Ino.... i was actually hoping Ino will win, but they got a tie. yuck. i hate ties.
Guess no one can answer the question I posted on my previous post, huh?
I knew it. Oh well, there's no need to answer. It's just a label. Insociable and sociable. To let people organise their world better. My world is neat enough, i guess. Not much emotional stuff. ha! Back to the boring blog huh? I've got nothing for people to gloat about. No sad life. No quarrels. No ups and downs. HA! There IS something for you to gloat about. I DO have a boring life. Start making it interesting now. Guess you'll fail.
hahar.
Nothing seems to make me interested now. The only challenges are those math questions. That's all.
when Satan mocks and friends turm to foes, it feels like everything is out to make me lose control
http://www.priszilla.com/radio.blog/?autoplay=6
This song is Journey by Corrinne May. Yepp. Listen to it... it's really nice, like a lullaby.
the attention seeker
2:08 AM
2:08 AM
Friday, August 19, 2005
Am I sociable?
I don't know, but i know i am constantly asking myself that. Today, we sang songs for GB.
There's this song we sang today called "We'll be faithful" It's our regional camp song and it always affect me greatly when i sing it.
"We'll be faithful"
Forgetting what lies behind
Setting our hearts on the prize
Always keeping our eyes on our Lord, Jesus.
We're running race to win
All the way to the end
Laying down every sin that would seek to hinder us
And we'll be faithful to our calling
For you are able to keep us from falling
And in your promise We will trust
We'll be faithful to finish the work you began in us.
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okayyy. why does this song have such a great affect on me?
During the regional camp, ever GB girl from 65th is seperated from each other. That means i don't know anybody from my group. And i felt really left out. I was really envious of the other people because they had so much fun in their groups.
When i sang that song, i cried silently. [doh!] I didn't want people to know. especially my group members. I was really lonely.
But on the second night, when all the girls i know came together. I was so happy when i sang the song again.
The contrast... there was so much difference.
Am i sociable like what people say last time? I think i've changed alot. yes, a lot.
I don't know. I will go up to strangers and say hi and stuff last time. I can't do it this time. I don't talk to people unneccesary? Maybe i lost my self-confidence. Maybe it's my fear of rejection?
It's okay, right? Anyway, most people do not really like too sociable people.
So am i sociable? Is this change good?
I don't know, but i know i am constantly asking myself that. Today, we sang songs for GB.
There's this song we sang today called "We'll be faithful" It's our regional camp song and it always affect me greatly when i sing it.
"We'll be faithful"
Forgetting what lies behind
Setting our hearts on the prize
Always keeping our eyes on our Lord, Jesus.
We're running race to win
All the way to the end
Laying down every sin that would seek to hinder us
And we'll be faithful to our calling
For you are able to keep us from falling
And in your promise We will trust
We'll be faithful to finish the work you began in us.
-------------------
okayyy. why does this song have such a great affect on me?
During the regional camp, ever GB girl from 65th is seperated from each other. That means i don't know anybody from my group. And i felt really left out. I was really envious of the other people because they had so much fun in their groups.
When i sang that song, i cried silently. [doh!] I didn't want people to know. especially my group members. I was really lonely.
But on the second night, when all the girls i know came together. I was so happy when i sang the song again.
The contrast... there was so much difference.
Am i sociable like what people say last time? I think i've changed alot. yes, a lot.
I don't know. I will go up to strangers and say hi and stuff last time. I can't do it this time. I don't talk to people unneccesary? Maybe i lost my self-confidence. Maybe it's my fear of rejection?
It's okay, right? Anyway, most people do not really like too sociable people.
So am i sociable? Is this change good?
the attention seeker
5:16 AM
5:16 AM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
Neoprint fetishhh!
hahar. blogging earlier than i should. finally changing into blogger! then i will not need to ENDURE the pain of seeing my newest posts being blocked by old posts! HAHHAHAR. but i didn't like the long weblog style posts here. EVEN until now.
heyy. yesterday went walking around at Plaza Singapura after NDP with chu, and ting
We took neoprints! and that neoprint machine is sooo horrible. cheat our [not exactly hard earned] money.
:,( So we were really angry and sad. And we decided to have revengeeee! -.-""
We went to Bugis and take More neoprints. cos we are more familliar with the machines there.
hahar. And in our rush, we only get to choose 3 pictures out of 6 or 7. and the machine didn't help us choose automatically.
:( sad. but this time, the pictures are of BETTER quality. yepps. Too bad my scanner is spoilt. or i'll get it to scan some in!
Owww. now my pocket and wallet hurts.
hahar. but the revenge on neoprint machines was really satisfying. hahar.
oh. and Guess who we saw.
A certain CB-er and his fellow CB-er [yepp a HE and a HER] . haha. They were kind of suay in a way. Oh well.
haha.. guess who?? should be easy enough laa.. hahar.
hahar. blogging earlier than i should. finally changing into blogger! then i will not need to ENDURE the pain of seeing my newest posts being blocked by old posts! HAHHAHAR. but i didn't like the long weblog style posts here. EVEN until now.
heyy. yesterday went walking around at Plaza Singapura after NDP with chu, and ting
We took neoprints! and that neoprint machine is sooo horrible. cheat our [not exactly hard earned] money.
:,( So we were really angry and sad. And we decided to have revengeeee! -.-""
We went to Bugis and take More neoprints. cos we are more familliar with the machines there.
hahar. And in our rush, we only get to choose 3 pictures out of 6 or 7. and the machine didn't help us choose automatically.
:( sad. but this time, the pictures are of BETTER quality. yepps. Too bad my scanner is spoilt. or i'll get it to scan some in!
Owww. now my pocket and wallet hurts.
hahar. but the revenge on neoprint machines was really satisfying. hahar.
oh. and Guess who we saw.
A certain CB-er and his fellow CB-er [yepp a HE and a HER] . haha. They were kind of suay in a way. Oh well.
haha.. guess who?? should be easy enough laa.. hahar.
the attention seeker
8:24 PM
8:24 PM