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Wednesday, September 28, 2005


now blogger is kinda screwed up. oh well. I want u all to listen to this song =) Almost here by Delta Goodrem Feat' Brian McFadden.
http://www.max.per.sg/radio.blog/?autoplay=17

Brian:
Did I hear you right?
Cause I thought you said
Let's think it over
You have been my life
And I never planned
Growing old without you

Shadows bleeding through the light
Where the love once shined so bright
Came without a reason
Don't let go on us tonight
Love's not always black and white
Haven't I always loved you?

Delta:
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Brian:
I would change the world
If I had a chance
Oh won't you let me
Treat me like a child
Throw your arms around me
Oh please protect me

Brian & Delta:
Bruise and battered by your words
Days are shattered, how it hurts
Brian:
Oh, haven't I always loved you?

Brian & Delta:
Bruise and battered by your words
Days are shattered, how it hurts
Brian:
Oh, haven't I always loved you?

Delta:
But when I need you
You're almost here
And I know that's not enough
And when I'm with you
I'm close to tears
'cause your only almost here

Brian & Delta:
Bruise and battered by your words
Days are shattered, now it hurts
Brian:Haven't I always loved you?

Delta:But when I need you
You're almost here

Brian:Well I never knew how far behind
I'd left you
Delta:And when I hold you
You're almost here
Brian:Well I'm sorry that I took our love for granted

Brian & Delta:And now I'm with youI'm close to tears
Brian:Cause I know I'm almost here
Brian & Delta:Only almost here



So many things happened these few days. I don't think i know what i am thinking about anymore. What do i want?
It doesn't really matter anyway. Now we are supposed to study until our hair turns grey anyway. Aren't we?
That's our OCCUPATION. -.-
Anyway, people Study hard and do you best for your exams!

gosh. i am not a damn punchbag to take in your words of insults. Words cannot be taken back.
Do it to others, please. If you find it fun... i tell you. I don't think it is. It's not just a game. You want to play the game? Sure. Why don't you be the punchbag while i do all the talking?
I am very sensitive towards people saying that about me. Once is enough. I don't think i need a second reminder THAT fast.
damn. i don't think i deserve this kind of treatment at all.
I didn't do anything. and i get all the bad stuff thrown into my face.

the attention seeker
7:10 AM


Monday, September 12, 2005


Hehs. today received lots of presents! Maybe not a lot...
Some people gave me on Friday... and i forgot to list their names here!! How could I??!!!
Here's the list [continued from last time]
On Fri [biopolis trip]
Huimin~ Thanks to giving me that MYUK forever frenz pouch thing. It's really sweeet of you. I know you have one which is also the same. hehs. Love ya! *muackks*
Jing Wei~ Thanks for the Hamtaro door curtain, although i cannot hang it anywhere. It's really cute! Hamtaro Rocks. i rule. yea right.

And today...
Frst up is Jia yu~ Guess what she gave me! It's really really special and unique and cute! Mooncakes! The container is very nice and the gift is really special. Heeee. So sweet of her. =D
Second is xinhui~ She gave me this really cute dinosaur drawer thing. I wonder why, but she loves giving me long necked stuff. Last year she gave me this Giraffe Pencil holder. Maybe because i have a short neck? hahaha.
Third up is Gaoyan~ Gave me this pink pouch from Montip. Whoaa~ So many pouches this year, Handphone pouch, 2 small pouches. Thanks anyway~ Love you guys and the da hun hun!!! whee~
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It's not because we don't care about the relationship.
If everybody thinks that nobody cares,
they are bound not to care too.
It's really ALL in your head. People do care, but they have this thinking in their head.
i hope you people get what i meant.
It's because nobody like to give in. Humans are basically really stubborn creatures.
Give in. And everything will come undone by itself.

It's not because you people have changed.
People with opposite behavior makes the best friends.
They put in what their friends DO NOT have into a relationship.
That's what makes the friendship really special.
To those birthday girls on 20th Sep. I hope you all read this.


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After those corny crap on top, let me blog about today.
Today me, ting and chu went to pasir ris library and slack.
Then we saw this really bitchy girl. As in plain spoiled and i know you people will just deliver a slap on her face if you ever talked to her.
I shall not name to the school.
IN THE LIBRARY,
at first she was really AP, tearing her paper and when she flicked her pen, the cap came rolling to us.
Me being a good samartian gave her back the cap. She just SNATCHED the cap back GLARING at me and her friend said 'thank you' FOR HER. rude biatch.
I think she was doing some group work or discussion of some kind. When she disagreed, she threw paper at her friends and screamed Fwords at them. Her teammates ACTUALLY let her be. They are like TOLERATING HER.
gosh. And she actually tried to strangle the girl beside her, making her cry.
Her whiny voice screaming at people. So uncivilised.
When this guy came, she quietened down A BIT. A bit only. She continued to throw people and the guy was like tellin her to stop. They were obviously used to her.
Then for no reason [because they ignored her?], she started crying, using her whiny voice to WHINE and shake the guy beside her.
Gosh. Seriously, what a biatch.

the attention seeker
2:24 AM


Friday, September 09, 2005


This is Me here telling you people what happened yesterday!
The class went to Biopolis.
Was kind of interesting, as in the stuff they do and where they work.
And i was so happy! because i kept seeing him.
Then i went to Long John's Silver [century square outlet] with Dorothy, Chuchu and Yiting.
Dorothy attempted to make a heart-shaped coleslaw lined with chilli sause. [Basically just playing with her food.]
And I kept ruining her 'artwork'
Chuchu actually ate that disgusting stuff. [EVEN after i poured most of my leftover Clam Chowder inside]
Goshh
After lunch, i was feeling full and veryy tired. so i wasn't really interested in shopping already.
If you all are finding me a total grump yesterday, sorry!!! i just can't help myself. And no, i am Definitely not VENTing anything on you guys.

Stay sweet people!

the attention seeker
9:08 PM


Wednesday, September 07, 2005


Yesterday went out with Joanna [huimin], Chuchu, Roy, Xz.
Took neoprints blah blah blah.
Went to Chu's house next, planning to watch Naruto... the cd Weitheng lent me. And couldn't watch it. Sigh.
I left the cd at her house.

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Tell me what's the problem.
Tell me why.
Maybe not tell. Just convince Me.
Why are we arguing over such small matters?
We both are stubborn creatures.
So basically I wouldn't change my mind when it is set on something.
Why are we on bad terms because of this?
I do not understand why you would care so much.
Indeed, things are so SO so much better when you do not tell somebody EVERYTHING.
I don't get why you feel that way.
Does it matter THAT much?
If yes, WHY?
Arguing over such matters, it's so not worth it.
I hope you will realise that.

the attention seeker
6:51 PM


Tuesday, September 06, 2005


My face is itching now. All because of the stupid facial foam my mum bought for me @ VANILLA, this beauty parlour at Century Square.
It cost her 58 bucks. It's considered little to how much she spent. Probably nine hundred and forty two bucks? She got a free watch for spending $1000 there. And the watch is kinda chic.
She paid $58 to get my face itching and burning. I am definitely going back to FANCL and wash their washing powder. That is CHEAPER and SUITS me MORE.
I went out with yiting today. To Bugis. I bought myself a really nice notebook and Watson's Facial Tissues [to wipe my face with, duh]. Of course, I bought Hotdog and Xinhui's presents.
It's still a surprise =P
I still need to complete buying ouyang and serene's presents.
And yiting gave me a present! wheee~ Thanks =) Love ya so much!
She gave me this windchime thing made of shells.
It's really nice. But the bad thing is she gave this to everybody else.
That's a downside =(
HAHA. I know i am hard to please.
I should be glad there is ACTUALLY something.
yep. I should be grateful.

My mum was like complaining that I have too much notebooks.
hAH. not considering the Espoir ones, I have two =P

I am so disaapointed in myself. I ate a large Macdonalds Twister Fries and drank a regular Iced Milo! Gosh, the fats i am taking in! *faints* i suck hell lots!

And lastly, i want to thank everybody who wished me happy birthday!
Thanks! You people really made my day! =D


the attention seeker
5:38 AM


Monday, September 05, 2005


Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Me,
Happy Birthday to Meiyee,
Happy Birthday to Me.
I am supposed to have a GREAT shopping spree today, but it totally sucks. My mum cheated my feelings. And i was so damn Angry. Becos she actually blamed me for giving her a stupid black long face for the whole day.

I didn't expect my other relatives to come. And i don't like going out with them. Not that I hate them, it's just that they are really slow and draggy.

I was tricked by my mum into going to Suntec City. She said there are many shops there... Sure. There ARE many shops, but SERIOUSLY, do you think my mother will get me something from TOPSHOP?
OH. and finally i get their motive. YES. They are actually AIMING for that stupid food exhibition @ suntec.She jolly well know that i HATE places with many people, squishing around for food samples.
And it makes me feel like i was going for a shopping spree FOr them, than them for ME.I spent a measly 15 bucks at OG. And the money is spent on other foodstuff.
GREAT shopping spree, REALLY.
If i haven't calmed down, i'll be spewing all the vulgarities i know [pretty limited] in my whole entire life so far.What a happy birthday. Presents from that trip? NOTHING.
gosh. that really sucks.

Oh. and when i was making the ic. I didn't know what to say when they asked for my religion. I just nodded to 'Freethinker'. I couldn't say anything with my parents there.I am such a coward.My picture stinks too. DAMN.

tissues, anybody?
my eyes are so damn puffy. Whoever heard of people crying on their birthdays? This is my worst birthday EVER.
period.

the attention seeker
6:54 PM


Sunday, September 04, 2005


One more day to my birthday =)
Tomorrow, i am gonna make my IC, eat at Furama[sp?] and have a GREAT shopping spree.
Sad thing is, Chu cannot go with me, because of Dance. :X
Am blogging in early morning, really bored.
I had a really weird dream,
really weird.
I dreamt of the person Xinhui is so crazy about. =P

Realised that i didn't blog about Paper 1 of Chinese And English at all.
For english, I wrote about snakes, chickens and eggs. Go figure it yourself.
The theme was REVENGE. (X-X)

I screwed up for Chinese. Not telling anymore.

http://www.dsplendor.com/radio/?autoplay=4

Click.on. that. link.
It's 'Amen' by Penny Tai. Really nice song.
I'm loving radioblogclub.com.
You people should go check it out.
Especially those music-deprived ones. =D

Quote from my essay for paper one, when the farmer burnt the snake and the chicken was thinking..

Revenge is sweet, but it's a bit polluting though...

the attention seeker
9:00 AM


Saturday, September 03, 2005


third post today :X
I actually forgot to blog about this! EEK. I must thank everybody who managed to give me an early birthday present first :)
Serene- For a notebook [altho it is kinda bright, but it's ok. I will use it ;)] and a kawaii handphone pouch!
Chuchu and Dorothy- For the shiny blue star necklace i've been salivating for at minibits!
Audrey- For a Garfield Mug. [Mugs are often left for them to rot at home. But I thought what i can do to it. A place to put my stuff. Necklaces and stuff. Now, it looks really nice with the matching blue star necklace hanging from it]
Thanks people, SO MUCH.
I love you all!!!!!
haha. those belated ones can wait :P

http://k.domaindlx.com/d4dna/radio/?autoplay=67

this link leads to really nice song. Leehom's Forever Love.
Go listen. (^^)

the attention seeker
6:26 AM




Ok. I am back from my mum's rude interruption.
I realised that I had 4 Band 3s, or is it 5? This is definitely Most upsetting.
I have to study hard for this September hols. HAIS.
And the Naruto DVD wt lent me. I can't play or watch it at all.
cos i do not have a SINGLE dvd player at home.
Brilliant.
And recalling back to 31 August 2005, after teachers' day celebration @ bugis Parco,
Went to buy Serene and Jiayu's presents.
And I broke something when I was shopping.
YES. It cost a nice $5.
Of cos, i am not rich. like a certain someone.
However, I am lucky enough. I DO NOT NEED TO PAY FOR IT. :)
So happy.
And we had English Oral on Friday. One of the conversation topics was MARRIAGE.
And guess what Dory said about it?

She said Marriage is about 2 people coming together to reproduce. -.-
True enough, but marriage is just about that?

And I said It's a precious bond between 2 people, because I don't know how to pronounce 'sacred'. -.-
My hands are itching, I NEED PHOTOSHOP!

Meanwhile, i think i better open the geography book which is just beside me.
One minute later,
I guess not, I prefer slacking more. :)
I will study, LATER.

the attention seeker
6:11 AM




heyy. I am back. My computer is kinda screwed now. Don't expect any new layouts popping out this hols.
I got 11 for L1R5. seriously, i was expecting way lot more. I thought I would get an A2 for english, but i got a 4. Who knows HOW they counted our marks?
And I thought my physics mark was 80 plus? And now it's A2.
Oh dear, it means i am dead for my 'Specific Heat Capacity' Test.
Damn.
MY mum DOESn't ALLOW ME to blog. SO YA. I AM STOPPING HERE.

gosh. look at it. being unreasonable runs in the family

the attention seeker
12:20 AM


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She is a 16 year old, living in Singapore
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