i finally WANTED TO blog after so long... I wonder if anyone still comes here. LOL

sigh... JC life sucks TOTALLY. I hate it with a passion.
I don't like the lectures.
I don't like the food in the canteen.
I don't like the tutorials.
I don't like to listen to Dory complain all the time. (Yes, sorry dory. X_X)
I don't like feeling left out and alone.
I don't like being left alone everytime.
I don't like being dependent on people.
yet i need to be. It's in me i guess.
I don't like being with people and not knowing what to say.
I don't like the awkwardness.
I don't like so many things.

Damn. Damn. Damn.
I miss AHS so much. It's a little too late to say this, but I miss my friends SO much.
JC life is depressing, stressful and not fulfillinf for me at all.
It sucks.

Why is it so hard to make friends?

the attention seeker
3:15 AM